sometimes I feel like I’m drowning.
always something that must be done.
always growth that desperately needs to happen.
eating doesn’t help. sleeping doesn’t make it go away.
i am left with facing it all, and doing as much as i can with the time i’ve got.
thank God i’m not the only one interested in my future…
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PennyDaisy 
you have no idea how much I can relate to that feeling…
I am writing music. It is the beautiful kind.It reminds me of Cold hazy days…if fact, I named it “Cold Haze.”
Well, you got me…trapped in my own compliment…I would have to see a long and short hair comparison to make an educated call on this matter :0)I can’t speak for every man, and I have to confess that there are a few short haired lasses I consider to be quite bonny, but for me, I just always have longer hair to be very beautiful and more feminine…how to say this…in my mind’s eye, I always imagine whatever girl captures my heart to be turning towards me with long flowing hair and long billowy silken gowns…(usually I am calling to her from the porch of a cottage deep in the woods and she is out in a meadow in front as she turns, but I am not sure where that comes from **shrug** maybe I have a secret desire to be a woodsman? I don’t know)…Plus, the Bible says that a woman’s hair is her glory. So there! Can’t argue with the Lord :0P I think doing that for Locks of Love would be a very sweet gesture. Hang in there and take a picture of yourself before you get it cut! My job is interesting. Sometimes I feel a little trapped in the cubicle , but my stats are getting better every day, so my supervisors are pretty happy with that. And people keep telling me that they can tell that I really care about the customers, instead of going through the motions about things like (apparently) many of the folks who work there…I still have a little twinge inside that I can’t tell what is, exactly, concerning the job…could use prayer for that…my mentor is a homosexual…from what I’ve picked up in conversation, he may have either HIV or full blown AIDS, but I haven’t just come out and asked…not sure which it is yet…In other news, The Great Knock’s fiancee’ will obviously be moving out of her apartment when the nuptials come… I may be taking it over from her then…key words may be.It is about a mile from where I live now with the family, so I could still help them, plus have more space and more privacy and be closer to work than here…my instruments would have their own room! That is an area of prayer as well…I helped them move some stuff yesterday…their new house is awesome. It is old and spacious with a lot of character and not far from where he lives now.By the way, I feel just like what you are describing in your post right now, too…if you figure anything out, let me know…
i hear ya.
Yes, Thank God.
And thanks for the advice.