disgruntled.

such a perfect word for me right now.
the trouble is i don’t know the reasons why.
i can be perfectly cheerful one moment
and perfectly horrid the next.
it seems to take very little to set me off.

am i coming down with something?
it would explain the “not feeling good” feeling i’ve had all day.
am i just way overtired?
logical considering my mad schedule and foolish lack of going to bed on time.
or do i just have a plain ol’ bad attitude?

i should go to bed before i burst into tears one more time.
maybe my focus should be on Someone else.
order up some God-time.

           where am i today? i wish that i knew.
           ’cause lookin’ around there’s no sign of You.
           i don’t remeber one jump or one leap.
           just quiet steps away from Your lead.
                      ~Nickel Creek

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  1. I don’t think my pregnancy-diagnosing skills are going to help here.  Though they say that the symptoms . . .
    Full moon coming up thursday.  Might be related?

  2. “How unstable is my heartSometimes I take the tempter’s partAnd slight the tokens of Thy graceAnd seem to want no Hiding PlaceLord, guide my wandering feetDraw me to Thy mercy seatI’ve naught to trust but sovereign graceThou only art my Hiding Place.”–jars of clayI posted that part of that book.

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