once again, a request for prayer.
mom and dad just took Gracie to the hospital.
she got fussy again yesterday, and had a really rough night.
we’ve noticed that she doesn’t like to turn her head much
and mom said today she turns her whole body to look at someone.
since a stiff neck can often be a symptom of meningitis mom really doesn’t want to take any chances.
so they’re headed to Texas Children’s. 
they woke me up from a nap to tell me and the emotions hit so hard so fast.
i couldn’t even say goodbye to her when
they put her in the car because i didn’t want to upset her.
in a way i’m less upset about her being seriously ill than i am about her having to go through a hospital stay.
silly. i somehow believe that God is sovereign over the health of her body but not over the decisions being made?
if God’s sovereign He’s sovereign.  end of story.
i need to act like i believe what i say i do.
i need to trust.
some time in prayer since they left has calmed me
and a call from my aunt has encouraged me to stay positive and to fight against the sin of worry.
but it’s not over yet and i need the strength to do whatever is necessary for the rest of the family.
pray, friends.  please, please pray for all of us.