lately it’s been so easy


for me to resent


people or circumstances


I grow bitter, cynical


 


I call it a mood


blame it on the food I ate


the sleep I didn’t get


blame it on hormones


or immaturity


 


the older I get the worse I seem to act


have I grown at all?


 


I know what I lack…thankfulness.


it sounds so trite to say


“count your blessings”


but have you ever tried it?


do you know how much it changes life?


 


will I ever learn?


will I stop grumbling long enough


to hear Your voice?


how can I possibly be like Christ


when this is who I am?


 


 

2 thoughts on “

  1. Have you been spying on me?!?              
    These words touch me in a very personal way.  Thanks for posting this.  Some days I feel (and act) very old but for the most part I think I’m stuck at 15. 

  2. Yes, it is Rahcel!  She is going to take swimming lessons with the other children later on this summer.  Danielle was swimming by the time she was 2 years old and we are working on Danae already.  Danae loves the water and doesn’t mind it in her face and eyes. 

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